has just started one hell of a journey, im scared stiff, but tryin to stay positive. its gonna be a bumpy road, but im gonna do my best to stand up and take whatever it throws at me. I have had some great support from my friends but i now feel i gotta take it from here, it is my fight not theirs and i cant take them with me. I gotta walk alone on this part, its gonna be tough goin an i dont know if i will do it but at least i tried.
well i hopefully undergo Radio tomorrow if all is well, fingers crossed an all that jazz. will let ya know how i got on eh. wish me luck .....
should find out if i can go on me holiday too, cant see it myself.... but no harm in hopin
