Hi Everyone, Hope you are all doing as well as possible.
My darling, handsome dad starts his chemo on Thurs 14th and i am so scared about what will happen.
At the moment when the doctors talk about his illness they could be talking about someone else- he just appears so bright and well.
I am worried that by the end of next week he may actually be poorly.
I know this sounds silly but you would not believe me when i say how 'normal' he is, which is what makes his prognosis so difficult to comprehend.
What will happen? I have seen people say on here that they are staying in hospital for chemo but dad has been told it will be about 5hours. Whats the difference?
I kind of feel at the moment dad is well and by doing the chemo they will just be bringing the cancer on - yet it is supposed to be buying him more time.
Why can't they operate?
I don't understand.
Sorry i sound spoilt and silly. I may be 30 years old but despite my hubby my dad is the only man i have ever loved and i cannot bear this any more. Why my dad?
Why the good people??
It doesn't make sense. Sorry i'm crying again so rant over for tonight. Sorry guys. x
