Not sure what to think........

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Just an update on me. I went to have my 6th session of r/t yesterday and was told the Dr wanted to see me afterwards. Panic mode set in! Well, as uncomfortable as i could be as i am still suffering with this UTI and not getting to the loo before the Dr spotted me, i sat down with him and he opened up my folder and said he had the results of the last scan.  My heart was racing - what was he gonna say?

Ok, he said he was rather puzzled and that apparently my scan was quite a good one but somehow my tumour had got smaller all by itself!? (I hadnt started my r/t till after the scan). I wasnt sure what to say, but i was so relieved at hearing this, then i immediately thought it must be something technical gone wrong. The Dr was quite happy with what info he had and so that was that. How strange. Smaller or not though i still have it :-( and it still needs treating, but i felt so happy and near enough skipped out of the hospital.

When i got home though i started to think differently and i felt cross that perhaps some kind of mistake had been made with the scans and how dreadful that is. We all put our complete faith into the treatment we are offered and dont expect queries, good or bad. Hey Ho................. 

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Amazing how we torture ourselves, even when given good news within a few hours we've turned it around and start the "what if" scenario's.

    I am glad you had good news......and thats what it was, our bodies are amazing and sometimes they do things that medical science can not explain.  I hope this is the case with you.

    Debs xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    so glad to hear your good news. xx

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Chic.......Debs is right you know. we do torture ourselves, It can happen you know girl and I too hope this is right in your case.

    I have baffled my medical team completly by still being here and when I last saw one of my consultants he just laughed at me and told me to carry on doing what I've been doing because it seems to be working!

    Carol x

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hey Gillian - take it as good news and don't torture yourself. What will be will be. Seriously honey, sounds like good news so celebrate

    love and gentle hugs

    Sharry xx