Well, here I, less than 8 weeks after diagnosis, grieving for the poor beautiful man I gave my life to. Paul passed away peacefully last night at approx 11.55pm. The time wasn't right, we had so much longer together. My only saving grace is that he was in no pain. He simply had a small seizure, took a few short breaths and then he was gone. I am utterly flattened, deflated, I love him so much. People keep saying he was... He did,,, we loved.... I say he is.... He does..... I love...... I can't imagine never being in pain again. My handsome beautiful man, may you rest in peace always xxxxxxx
