This is my first time at writing a blog, I guess i';m writing this in the hope of writing down all the questions and feelings which I hold inside. I know that people are here to support but there are somethings which I don't know how to explain.
I hope that this is a way for me to answer or calm down my own mind.
For those of you reading this, if this is incoherent, I'm sorry....
So firstly the background, the story…
