HI everyone,Just thought i would write down how i am feeling,you seem to have a phase throgh life when nothing ever goes wrong you never get any problems and you just think all the bad things are in the newspapers or that its happening to someone else,then BANG everything seems to be going wrong in your life and you think well what have i done to deserve this im not a bad person ive worked all my life so contributed to society,could;nt have my own children,so decided to take some out of a life that would;nt have been good for them by adopting two one was five a little girl and one was 6 a little boy life was complete i had a wounderfull husband that was never work shy and loved me and the children unconditionally,and sometimes life was;nt easy as these kids come with baggage and sometimes not good things,but we coped,now though life seems to be treating us like what you read on the TV,or in the papers,firstly my daughter who is now 14 but a very young and vunerable little girl keeps stealing and lying and running away,i ask myself what have i done to deserve this as i love her to bits,then last year my rock (husband) is diagnoised with prostate cancer,hey ho can it get any worse well yes it can my mum then has a stroke, ok she survived,but its not my mum,dad has slight dementia,and is worn out,as so do i having to run two homes.then just to top it all my cousin phoned monday night to say his wife has just been diagnoised with breat cancer,well thats why i think life is a bitch,but then again i flick through this site and find that some people are much worse off than me and i dont have cancer , but life can still be a bitch,to all my friends on here that have loved ones who are suffering and maybe other things that are going on in their lives keep smiling and try to stay strong,one thing the sun is shining today and that seems to make tnings lots better,love to all and to who ever reads this thanks for taking the time love jill xx
