saw my oncologist yesterday and was very happy after last consultation where i was diagnosed and told there was no cure just chemo to prolong my life this time it was a much more uplifting experience as my liver has returned to it normal size my lungs sound clear and i have put on weight also am now off all my painkillers he was amazed really am halfway through my chemo and that's all going well so from being terrified and dreading dying some time soon i am now looking forward again and i am determined to eat myself well food is amazing help also complimentary therapy and reiki healing too i suck it all in to help and always do i try to stay positive i will evict this unwelcome thing out of my body
