Still feels so raw and miss hubby constantly. I still eel like he is going to walk through the door 
I will be going back to work soon which I am looking forward to, but working on a hospital ward will be hard. I need to get back in to a routine there is only so much day time tv I can watch and the house is spotless!!
I have also been trying to find a support group but they doesn’t seem to be ones for youngish widows. I know it doesn’t matter how old you are when it comes to losing a loved one, it would just be nice to see how other people cope in this very strange new normal world that I’m living in.
