Welcome to My Journey of horror. This blog is about my journey in coping with a dying parent. I am completely new to this and have no idea what this blog will turn out to be. But I am sharing this journey for 2 main reasons. I would love to gain support fro people who are gong through what I am and can relate and understand but also so people can read this blog and know they are not alone either.
Firstly let me introduce myself. My name is Lorna I am 28 years old and currently a working student on my way to hopefully getting my nursing degree.
Just over a month ago Myself and my dad got the Horrific news that my dad had bowel & lung cancer. It has been a long month and I am exhausted and numb at this point. The very popular statement you never think to will happen to you or someone you love is even more true to me now as I never did.
We have recently been told that his cancer is stage 3 and aggressive. I am always trying to make my dad think positively and give him hope and ecouragement.Like any one would do for there loved one.
I myself have been going though many emotions. I feel lost I dont know where to turn. am unsure of what I am supposed to do if anything? and am in a state of numbness at the moment not quite sre how to feel.
My dad has been through the wars already health wise and I feel stupid and selfish for feeling that I am needing support.He is the one gong through this surly he needs support more than me?
I am now at the point however where I am trying to juggle studies, work and Looking after my dad. I guess felt that this blog would benefit me and also other people in letting them know they are not alone.
