after having some gd days daves gone down hill his tired and in a lot of pain incresesed his pain relief up by a lot its so hard to watch hasent got out of his chair all day. he seems to have relised his not coming home he no longer mentions it but seeing the undertakers every day brings it home to us all am struggling to keep strong but i am and after 5 months of giving up smoking started again its helping even tho i know its taking a step back but its helping
