we left spain on 25th april - it was awful leaving paul and family - but we all stayed positive and strong and brave - i kept focussed and kept telling myself we have to go home ....well we did ...we have to start earning a living again
had a good journey back ...... well good in the way that the car made it home .....it coughed n spluttered a bit along the route (dodgy cheapo petrol at last stop in spain perhaps????)
as we drove back into gods country early monday night the sun was low in the sky .......everywhere was so so beautiful ...i thought i was wearing rose tinted glasses ......truly - everything was covered in a pink haze
i felt as if my home town was welcoming me back
tuesday morning - up early and out to view a couple of pubs .....no we are not alkies ......
monday 17th may ...... we moved into our pub ,,,,,talk about a whirlwind of few weeks .....i have odd mins in this madness were i think /worry/fret/panic over paul
but being busy is so so good ......
whatever the future holds - good or bad - i will deal with it - (cos we have to dont we?)i will continue to worry/fret/panic .....over paul and my other children and grandchildren but hey - that just goes with the territory of being a mum and grandma
paul saw his oncologist last week - he is giving him a full MOT 3different scans/echo due june time and results early july ....... they are sure keeping a good watch on him
am i rambling on a bit???? probably .....oh well id best go - got a bar to paint out tomorrow
- oh and customers to serve etc etc ...........
hey ........above all ......its GOOD TO BE BACK !!!!
