Just struggling abit this week had all clear last week from scan and drs last week but told that nhl is still pretty much incuarable and consultant told me it will return just dont know when,so... feels pretty much like a hatchet hanging over me now consultant told me that i now have to pretty much put it to the back of my mind and get on with life much easier said than done ,i dont know i think about this dam illness nearly every waking hour , i knew it would be tough physically but didnt expect the emotional problems, guess im going to have to think about councelling even though its not in my nature any of you good people any suggestions?
stay strong
Pete.
