Here I am again - a jibbering idiot.
Very scared and frightened about Monday. Op planned for Monday 24th August - both breasts.
Hate hospitals , frightened of needles and I woke last night in a hot sweat - thinking I am sure they have not told me everything and that they know more than I do.
I feel they that see me as a very anxious person and therefore they have opted no tto tell me everything. My breast care nurse is now on holiday for two weeks as well.
No one seems to give me any positive feedback - may be they can't in case they get sued.
I am definitely a very sad Negative Nellie today.
Maralyn
