Well after loosing mum i am coping and know she is happy now in another place .
Life i thought was looking up we got a new car had started to think about going away and Alan was told he was back in remission .
But hes been complaing of some back ache which became much worse 3 weeks ago .The only place he is comfy is laid down in bed or on his side .
he had a bone scan last mon and they put him in for a CT scan tomorrow nobody knows what is causing his pain so far .hoping results come through quickly as pain relive does not help a lot..
He has lost weight i am sure has no appitite .
As always its the not knowing why and the waiting .Hes see's hosp doc on thursday week but maybe our doc might know something before . here's hoping .
nanaboo
