will i ever get over my sister dying?
my best friend,my daughter,(shes my daughter too,cos our parents died wen she was young and we were mum and dad to each other)
my wee sister,is leaving us.i cannot express my feelings,its too deep and hurts so much its like someone reached in and tore some of my heart off,i have physical pain,from crying,i am weak with grief,and pleading.
she has a few months at the most,thats it,we were told in feb,so all we have is the next few months
how do i prepare,how do i hold her one last time,without dying with her how do my other sisters and i watch her go oh god its gut wrenching im so scared for her,i love her so much,i really do,i love my sister and i wish i could take her place
just so she can have time with her kids,and her hubby i hate this disease it takes our loved ones away,
