17 sleeps

Less than one minute read time.

thats how long i have to go till i get down to the hospital to see trev.

cant come quick enough.

thankfully hes been able to find the energy to call me most days and he texts me still everyday but im sure everyone here knows how important it is to have touch and to feel the closeness of people you love.

Hes been on a chemo drip for the past 24 hours. it made him very ill last night and he got some sort of infection. he told me earlier he will be getting blood tonight. i guess that will be his platelets going low again?

i wish i knew more. information is so important! ive been on probably all the main cancer info sites to find out what i can....but its never really what i need to hear! i need to know how trev is doing from the nurses etc but they dont really tell you much over the phone.

Ive got his consultents number, think i might call her. dont want to bother her...i know how busy these people are. i just feel somewhat disconnected right now...

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