Finally somewhere i can dump whats in my head and hopefully leave it here. Apt to see consultant about my treatment plan on Monday, scary that it's getting close to strarting and i know it will bring a whole new lot of emotions and feelings but at least i will be counting down to it being over. Also seeing the research nurse about taking part in a trial, i did say i wanted to take part but not so sure now, and she mentioned on the phone on friday about needing a bone marrow sample.....this has really made me "wobble" the sucking when they took a sample from the lump in my neck was awful, left me feeling horrible...i cannot experience that again.
Have had a rubbish week, have been ok since the whole thing started a few weeks ago but this week i dunno it's definetley caught up with me have spent most of the week hiding away in my sleeping bag :(
