day 7 ,mums not feeling too bad the sicky feeling has passed but still abit consipated but not to bad.went to nottingham today to get her a wig and some soft tubans she's just got to get her friend whos a hairdresser to style it a bit .shes so used to been out and about think it's getting her down a bit but she knows when shes tired she really does need to rest .
scans were clear thank god but treatment has been changed as the p.c.t refused herceptin before her surgery but she can have it after .so now shes on fec for six cycles before surgery .had first one yesterday so now were on the road to recovery .met some lovely ladys yesterday and it really helped my mum knowing shes not on her own they seem like a right bunch of jokers had me and mum in stiches it was more like a chimps…
tomorrow we find out if mums cancer has spread she has a 9* 8 cm mass in her left breast aswell as her lympnodes shes had no surgrey as they want to start cemo asap her2 +3 positive all greek to me doctor thinks her rash is hives brought on by stress can well belive it .i'm going out of my head with worrie and it's not me who's ill .finished my jack d but i know thats not going to help .don't what too worry my husband…
been a long day mums got a rash been for the bone scan but she had the rash before so it can't be that .went straight to the docs after hospital and she's unsure what it is and phoned the cemo unit as mums got to start taking her steroids tomorrow ready for thursday and she doesn't want her taking them if her treatment won't go ahead .so sat here now waiting for the call just hope its nothing that will delay her treatment…
just sat on the sofa today having a coffee and chat to mum and she starts telling me what songs she want at her funeral nearly choked on my coffee i know she like's to be organized but this..... think maybe she's jumping the gun as yet we don't know the all the results .i know me and my dad used to talk about what he wanted when he past but he knew it would happen soon and didn't want to upset my mum and because we were…
