had to cut mums hair off yesterday well what was left made me feel so sad .she looked really nice in her haed scarf and has had her wig styled but iit was still upseting for her .she came out of hospital on sunday in time for my birthday so that made her happy and her white blood cell count was ok .just have to see how it is today as she should be having her second lot of fec but has been warned it may not happen if her white count not high enough .hopefully its ok shes been told she might have to have some injections after so they will be showing me how too do them for her .i think she is now begining to except that she is poorly and needs to slow down abit and except help from others instead of trying to do everything her self .
