Well i did'nt know when or if this second cycle of chemo was going to start or even starting at all, but thankfully the first one has worked a little so here we are giving it another chance to do its job a little further. Everyone was at the clinic with me for the results and i must admit i was in shock at the news, being me i was expecting the the worse. I am determined to look on the bright side in future and kick cancers backside for as long as i can!!!!!
I have found keeping diary of the daily symptoms after chemo is a big help and stops things being so scary, you know, the little niggles, pains and nasty taste in your mouth, i must admit that the worse thing for me is the horrid taste that makes everything i eat taste the same and puts me off eating and drinking.
Yesterday i helped to look after my grandsons 4yrs and 16mths nothing like your babies making you feel normal is there? they are so gorgeous and how lovely having the 4yr old sitting on my knee watching and talking about butterflies and his imaginary creature, the magic HUKAN!!! noone only Zak can see him and he only comes out at night and lives in England lol bless him i love him so much and he keeps me sane.
