Today, Monday 20th August 2012, I was diagnosed with vulval cancer. I was absolutely shocked by the news and its still not sunk in; I feel numb, then I cry, then make jokes about having new lady bits being given to me, then cry again.
I'm due to see a plastic surgeon on Wednesday 22nd August and I will have surgery on the 6th September. That doesn't scare me so much but having the MRI scan to ascertain if the cancer has spread does. I'm hoping and praying the cancer has been caught in time and that I make a full and successful recovery from the surgery.
I have wonderful support from my Fiancé, family and friends so I'm very fortunate that I won't be alone during my battle. I keep telling myself that I must remain positive and I'm a firm believer in mind over matter. I know I will have dark moments and days when I will feel helpless and lose hope but I believe I have the strength within me to talk myself back into a positive frame of mind.
I will try to write updates on this blog on a daily basis but obviously when I'm in hospital, it may not be possible. Please feel free to send your prayers my way, they will be greatly received! :)
