Well Brandon seems to be doing good he is doing everything the doctors told him he couldnt . He loves his new school and he is doing judo again and at school he is doing rugby and football. He is over doing it but im not stopping him he needs to know his own limits. Some days are good and some are still bad he still gets tired and that frustrates him but i tell him what he knows and he is fine x
My girl has been hard work these last few weeks i dont know whats going on with her she hasnt stopped talking about my dad. I know she has to have good memories but my head cant take anymore i am getting so stressed the now. I miss my dad and i miss his hugs i always felt safe around him and i feel empty.
I am getting ready to move house and that is stressful as it can be. I have been arguing with my mum about alot of different things and i cant back down cause i know im right. i would give anything to turn the clocks back where it was all normal again. im sorry im venting tonight just having one of those days xxx
