Just back from the check up and the docot told me its normal for Brandon to get out of breath and to get tired easily. He said it will be at least 4 to 5 years before he starts getting back to normal. Brandon wasnt happy to hear that he said it wasnt normal and now everyone will know that he is different. Im so proud of Brandon he actually told the doc everything that was going on in his head and his biggest fear of it coming back. It is the first time he opened up and let us know what was going through his head. he is petrified but i said to him he isnt living if thats going through his head he needs to live his life so he is going to go to school tomorrow and inquire what kind of higher grade do you need to join the raf he wants to be a pilot. Im so happy i think he is looking to the future and i hope he isnt just saying that to stop me worrying about him. He is nearly 6 stone and nearly the same size as me.when did he grow up i think i must have blinked and wham it happened i am so proud of him and i hope everything works out for him. Thanks everyone for all of your support i get so scared and thats when my brain starts working overtime but my friends on here keep me on the track and i just wanted to let you all that i do appreciate everything you have all done xxxx
