i dont know how i feel tonight im angry and upset.i had the dog out for his last walk of the night when I bumped into an idiot in the street that didnt know about my dad . He didnt believe a word that came from my mouth and i ended up shouting at him what kind of person does he think i am to make up such a horrible thing that my dad died. then he said to me it was your boy that wasnt well and i said yes thats true then he said i wouldnt have shown my face if all that happened to me. When i said to him i have 2 kids that need me to be strong he said well its not as if one of them would notice. Making out as if my boy wasnt right in his head i must admit it took me all my time to walk away from him. I came home all upset that my thought that i fell or the dog done something and when i told him he was raging so i had to sit and listen to him vent, In my head all i could think was its my dad and son this eggitt was talking about. I know i should be proud that i never slapped him but it might had made me feel better if i did. I loved my dad he was my rock and i would never make a story up for anyone to feel sorry for me and my boy is the top of his class even though he has been through all of this . I went into chat and just sat and watched while everyone was having a laugh and a chat and it cheered me up i never brought up cause i would end up even more angry which i dont want . sorry for venting again xx
