I thought I would be well by now finished radiotherapy in May still on herceptin had my 8th today. But I am so ill again. I expected too much too soon I think. All I want is to have a normal life look after my kids hubby and house/garden I can't do anything right now. I can't walk or feel my hands. I get sick swollen face acne and rashes. In some ways I wish I had never gone through all this agony only to be left worse…