Heres my story, I am 36yrs old and have 3 children, 2 boys, 1 girl, 16ys,12yrs,8yrs. God i love themx I have 2 sisters, who both live 5 mins from me. I have1 adorable nephew,xlove him toox. x I am a homemaker as they like to call us nowadays...!
My mum and dad live up the road. Well my mum has been diagnosed with SCLC.
Its early days for all of us.
I would really appreciate some words of hope.
It all seems very doom and gloom. Mum has just had her second lot of chemo last week. I go to see her most days. Help out around the house, dad trys his best! but womans touch is needed i think.
Both my sisters work, so i get to spend days with mum, my middle sis does most evenings. Mum wants us all around her all the time.
She wont say so but we feel it.
I want to be there all the time too. We are a very close family and share everything. Well almost everything, i hide a deep sadness from my parents. Strong upfront, thats me, alone i am a wreck.
Thats how it is.
How do i get through this, or is that selfish, should it be how can i help mum get through this?
What to think, i dont know? Is it a bad dream? Please wake me up.
I love my Mum so much, words cant describe what i am feeling and i am too scared to write them down here..
x
