Mr giggles is just what i have taught my self to be throughout this ride of the unknown,,, little over 12months have past since the removal of 4 well developed tumours from my bladder and some intensive treatment , i have just got back in to my horse riding and eventing when in may of this year was my usual check up appointment,,, the day came and was confident that all was well having been in good spirits and having lots of energy only during the hospital appointment the usual signs came on my visit to the bathroom,,, blood in my water,,,, i remained as calm as i could be and thought maybe i had just done too-much at the stable that morning,,, during the examination i could see the consultants facial expression change when the camera went in ,,, he simply asked "how i was feeling" ........so i replied..... "was all ok" ........he told me there were signs of new growths ... i sighed then after the examination he informed me that it would be necessary to be admitted in to hospital for biopsy proceedure.... that happend on tuesday this week so know i have to wait for the results and what treatment awaits this time round,,,,, Now when i feel stronger i want to be back in the saddle to take my mind of this and do what i always do giggle my way through it all......................................
