It's that feeling you get in your chest, that tight, breath sucking feeling thats the worst. Or maybe it s the uncontrollable crying, crying with no sound - just pain. I lost my mum to Breast Cancer in a blink of an eye. I had just finished Uni and mum had just retired. Things were looking good. I think I was a bad daughter, I wasn't there for her enough when she needed me. My mum deserved so much better that me. She deserved so much better than all of us. My grandmother died last December and we are now only three, dad, michael and I. My brother constantly disapoints me and my dad never makes an effort. I feel taken forgranted as try to organise and hold this family together. Is it worth it? I'm not sure.
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