My mother died 2 years ago and i miss her so much, i believed that with time the wounds will heal but it s even worse.I want to talk to her , to hold her and tell her how much i love her. She was just 48 life was so unfair to her .She will never see me get married or hold her grandchildren .I will never have a Cristmas diner with her , no one is there to take my worries away.I want you back mom . PLEASE MUMMY ,PLEASE COME BACK!!!!! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Oh Michaela, I've just read this and I feel so sad for you. Life does seem so dreadfully unfair and awful things happen to lovely people. Your pain is very deep, for the horrible illness your mum had to go through, and your own devastation at being left behind to cope without her. Try and turn to others in your family, or your friends, for comfort. Although they say time heals, I think it can often feel worse before it feels better, so don't be hard on yourself that you don't feel better. Try and focus on the lovely times you had with your mum before she became ill, and comfort yourself that she loved you very much. Come back and talk to us on here, it may help to make you feel less alone.
Michaela, I really feel for you, and can relate to what you say, but from the mother point of view.
I am 49 and when I was dx (june 08) my greatest fears were not being here for my kids. I was afraid that I was going to miss out on being a grandmother and seeing my beautiful daughter married too.
I lost my eldest son 10mths ago now, and I think I miss him more now than I did when he died (if that is possible). I too would love to be able to hold him one more time and tell him how much we love and miss him. As hard as it is, life does goes on and we must too Michaela.
I hope you can find someone close , family or friend perhaps, who you can confide in,to help you work through all your sadness. It is really important to not bottle up all these emotions.
Take care, and I hope you continue to share with us how you are feeling. I'm sending you a big((((hug))))
Michaela, i've just read this, it is very sad to hear you're sad news, that is how i feel sometimes now, wish i could talk to my mam etc, sometimes when i see pictures of her, it still makes me cry, but not as much as before.
like people say, time heals, and thats true.
I know what you are going through., just be strong.
micaela, reading this made me cry,i am 49 i have a 28 year old daughter who will be motherless soon as i have secondary cancer in the liver and uterus, i almost feel like your my daughters cries in the future, so from the heart,if it is possible, your mother will always be with you through all the highs an lows in your life, whispering in your ear, egging you on, loving you forever, hearing your cries, watching you marry, having kids and if it was within her power she would not have left you, so from someonelses mummy, live life to the full, don`t miss any oppertunities, your mum is watching and loving you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
