it's 04.12am. Been crying for last two hours. I just feel so sad and sorry for everyone who is affected by cancer. I'm so so sad that what I have is more common in young children and that they have to endure the same tough chemo as me. It breaks my heart. These little human beings...how on earth do they and their parents cope? I'm a daughter, a sister and a mother. I dont even know how i cope. My body feels broken, but I will not let the rest of me be beaten.
