I have spent most of the day reading blog posts from different people and I thought that I had troubles,but compared to some mum has had it light and I cant believe how lucky we are! to all who may come across this, dont give up,fight for all that you want or need,keep friends and family close,dont forget to ask for help and guidance,and take the time to smell the roses!! I do sometimes wonder if there is a god up there but if so He has a crap sense of humour. Even through all that mum has went through she still says a wee prayer at night and I will be honest the morning after her last operation ,when I called icu to see how she went and they told me that she was on a ventilator and was very ill, once I stopped screaming and crying I said the most heart felt prayer that I ever had and I like to thing that he answered it cos she is still here. A miracle for the second time!! So,even if you aren't religous(trust me Im not) if you feel the need ,just give a wee shout to the man upstairs cos you never know it might help.take care all of you with cancer and keep strong all without .
luv margo xx
