John has gone and I can't believe how much I miss him. I sat with him for two days and nights and he finally drew his last breath yesterday morning.
I will blog more when I can but I'm at my daughter's using her laptop and feel just about strong enough to tell you all. Have to keep telling myself he's free from pain but I feel so lost without him.
He made me the happiest I've ever been but now I am the saddest I have ever been.
Rest in Peace my Darling till we meet again.
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