Its upon us already!

Oh well, its that time already!! Where has the summer gone? I cant tell you how nervous i have been for the past week, so i cant even imagine how my poor sister has been feeling!!! She goes in today for her Chemo/ Radiation regimine in the lead upto the transplant!! Just when things are back on track, it feels like we're right back at the start!! (not that we could do that all over again!!) It was so sad getting her bag ready, just full of jammie's! Her only holiday this year, and its being spent for weeks at a time in the beatson!! I start my injections on saturday morning, and the district nurses were vague to say the least!!! I called to find out what was happening, and was told, i'm on there schedule, but they cant give me a time, and if they cant make it they will phone me?!!! Well firstly i need to take my injections out of the fridge 30mins before they arrive, so if i've no time scale, how can i manage that? Secondly it has to be done in the morning, so if they cant make it, will that affect the amount of stem cells i'm able to produce? As if i wasnt nervous enough, not even for me, but for her! I at least want to make sure my part of the transplant is as sucessful as possible, how can i do that if i'm left hanging and stressed out my tree!!! Sorry for moaning, i just want it all to go perfectly!! Something i really have no control over!! Anyway enough ramblings, i only have access to a computer in work, and i'm now off for 2 weeks, so i just wanted to say thankyou all so much, for your love, prayers and kind thoughts, it has helped me enormously!! Keep your fingers crossed. Thanks again. Much love to everyone, my prayers and thoughts are always with you all. Lynnxxxxxxxxxx