Wouldnt it be nice if we had a crystal ball.
I'm in a funny mood --a quiet mood today.
I think the snow isn't helping as the cold makes my left lung ache a lot a weird pain at the bottom of my lung when I breath in.
It could be where I have had the operation which if you have any operation you get aches and pain's.
It makes me worried about the future and knocks my positive attitude, the brave face that I put on each day.
I wont to loose the weight that I have put on through the steroids, but my Doctor advises no diet and don't loose weight, is this because they can judge my Cancer stages if I'm putting on weight which will mean I have a good appetite --a good sign.
I must stop feeling sorry for myself and hope the snow goes away so that I can get about and visit places.
We are waiting for the weather forecast to tell us it is defiantly getting better at the weekend as we are supposed to be having a couple of days in Ross-on-Wye next week, with friends.
Anyway I have walked around on the usual dog walk to the beach and it was warmer not that bitter cold that we have had of late.
It is harder to walk on the slush though and you have to concentrate all the time on where you walk.
We changed the beds, did the washing and so pleased we have a dryer as it would never dry outside on the line.
I have been reading up on new treatment for Mesothelioma which I still find I have had all the treatment there is here in UK everyday I hope a breakthrough might come.
Ray has been entering photos In a competition's so he has been busy all day, hope he gets somewhere.
Well we will be off to bed soon and I will put my brave face on tomorrow as I dont like being in the dolldrum's honest.
