Right apart from a stinking cold I am back to my old self again, feeling a bit more positive, thanks for all who have made me feel better with their advice. So I start radiotherapy next thursday and in theory I should be still on a treatment break but feeling quite rough with this cold which isn't like me, but then I'm not me anymore I am the new cancer me.
Well I will still try to shake this off and go out for a couple of meals or something and then the daily grind of travelling from Southend to London everyday on the train, I'll feel like a proper commuter!
Love Jayne xx
