morning all
I woke early this morning yet again can't get past 5.00 oclock for some reason. thinking about lots of things today. The results of my mom's scan on thursday every time I think about it I feel sick . Not sure if I should ask my sisiter to come with us or just to leave it to me and mom, My sister husband had some test for cancer too so she really is going though it at the moment.so I think it might just make things worse I will only end up worring about them both.
I'v got to go back to work tomorrow I's so worried about leaving her alone not sure what to do for the best really, I'm out the house at 7.30 and not back till 6.00 oclock its a long time to be left by her self but I have to work.
. I have asked my aunty just to pop in and see if she is ok ,she said she would. The problem is my mom's a very private person and proud I surpose and she really does't like other people seeing her like this.even her own sister.
must go washing to do things to polish.
lisa
