OUR JOURNEY WITH RENAL CANCER

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Evening

Well just got in from work I'm a bit tied today its been a busy one.

Mom's seems a bit down to night and she's in a bit of pain, she's just told me that she's worried about her appointment to see the consultant about her results.

God what do you say to that.

I've tried to be positve about it and say the wright words but I'm not sure if I'am.  Deep down I know Ive got the exact same feeling, she must be so scared . What do you say?

I don't think Ive slept properly for the last 2wks, I just can't switch off at night I eventually drop off about 1 O'clock then I'm a wake about 4.30am my alarm goes off at 5.30. 

I've strated to leave my bed room door open just so I can hear if she gets up and she's not well.

Another day closer to thursday ( D day) just wish time could stand still for a while just so I can get my breath back.

O well I bet go and try and see if I can tempt her to have something to eat.

And I must do the bloody washing lol

speak again soon

Lisa

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