Justice

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FormerMember

23 Sep 2009

I think that in writing this blog it may help me rationalise my life, I cant go the GP's for help and yet I know I need it. Its been a tough few years and getting AML has been just part of my problems. I am so sad and afraid and really wish I had the guts to end it all, but Im just a coward. I cant keep all this insiide amymore and Im sorry if this upsets people but I have to get it out.

I cant write it all at one time so Il think I will have to do it in episodes but where do I start.

FormerMember over 15 years ago

Hi Lippy................what are you afraid of honey? Don't expect that because you are in remission that life just goes back to normal as before, because things are not the same, are they, I know my love, I too am in remission. Let us help you, we support eachother here, let out you worries and fears, it is not a crime to be feeling this way, yes we are strangers but we are people who have so much in common because of cancer, be it patient, carer, family or friends, we understand. Please stay intouch....love carolx
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

Thank you all for your kind comments I dont know that I can do this its not easy. Maybe I'll write more tomorrow.
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FormerMember over 15 years ago

Take your time Lippy, we aint going

nowhere, yes it is hard and scary

to let your feelings out, but you have

made a start already. And when you

do feel ready the relief of sharing

your problems will take a weight off

your mind. We have all been there

my love, people here understand,

that's why we keep coming back.

Love Lucy Lee. XXX.
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