Ive been a member of this site for a couple of days now, its been a revelation and I am constantly reminded of that old addage, " you dont have to look very far to find people worse off than yourself". How true, ive been in the chat room and enjoyed some insane conversations. Ive read some sad profiles and a lot of people are facing situations that I would not like to face, but I still have my worries, I wish…
I think that in writing this blog it may help me rationalise my life, I cant go the GP's for help and yet I know I need it. Its been a tough few years and getting AML has been just part of my problems. I am so sad and afraid and really wish I had the guts to end it all, but Im just a coward. I cant keep all this insiide amymore and Im sorry if this upsets people but I have to get it out.
I cant write it all at one…
