Today I have decided to tell my friends. I spend all day replying to all the messages and phone calls. I specially wanted to tell my friends who live in my city. They are so kind and tell me they will be there if I need help. I really find that encouraging. I'm so worried about the children and how this will change their lives. I'm worried I will get very sick or I will have to stay in hospital and my husband will struggle with all. So far we have found it's tricky to drive me (I don't drive) to appointments and do school pick ups and meals, and this is only the beginning.
