Not been on here for a while. My heads been a bit , ohh i dunno how to describe it. Since the start of this journey, after the initial shock had sunk in...i had felt very up beat and positive ... I know the worst of it's behind me.. Nearing the end of treatment (Roll on November) But these last few weeks all I want to do is cry (I've not given into it cos I know I really have no reason to be this way)
Stupid dreams, about people I've not seen or thought about in years (some going back to childhood)...
Not telling people how I am feeling because they have enough to worry about without me adding.. But this being strong all the time.. Kidding on that I'm fine is just hard to do just now...
i need to get rid of the pity party going on in my head because I know there are worse things happening to other people..
sorry for the whinging blog...
Ok Tomorrow is a new day.......
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