Back to the real world and ramblings??????

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Long time no squeak!!!  

I've been back to work now seven weeks which is mad, time has just wizzed by. Not commented much lately feel a bit weird really now the active part of my treatment has been completed (finished my RT 10th Sept) that I find myself just reading and not commenting on blogs.  My life has been changed forever by cancer and I'm not angry about that a lot of positive things have happened.  I love my job (I work part-part time, (slacker) at a local primary school with 9 year old kids) but I keep getting a feeling that I should be doing something else with my life, do you know what I mean?  I guess I'm also feeling a little nervous about whats to come, got a meeting with my surgeon on 6th Jan (exactly a year to the date of my initial diag.) to have a scan and see whats what, suppose at times like this, when we feel anxious things become more focused.  Sorry to ramble on, and thank you all my lovely friends :-) x

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  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi Schoolking,

    Of course you will be feeling anxious, who wouldnt.

    After 12 yrs every time I go to see my Consultant my mind goes daft, thinking what if. But the thing is to put that at the back of your mind. There is no such thing as what if . All the best.

    Take care and be safe Sarsfield.

  • FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Thanks Sarsfield,

    Words of wisdom indeed!

    Best wishes and gentle hugs

    Alex