I have been reading the forums / blogs on this site for a bit now and thought it was about time I said Hello!
I have a bit of a history with cancer but my latest battle was a diagnosis in July 2009 of T Cell rich B Cell Lymphoma for which I’ve had an unrelated donor stem cell transplant.
At the moment I am 9 mths post transplant and have my 9 mth PET/CT scan this Thursday which I am already getting completely uptight about. It’s not like I haven’t had enough of them and I know they don’t hurt (well, except the canula bit!) but I get claustrophobic. I used to be able to cope with the aid of my MP3 player but a few scans ago I had a panic attack during a scan, since then I cannot stand them and get myself into a right state. I’m asthmatic so they can’t give me any kind of sedative. My specialist nurse did recommend trying Dr Bach’s rescue remedy drops but not sure if they will allow me to take these as it’s only water for 6 hrs prior and I can’t even take my meds.
I feel really silly just writing this but have already started dreaming about it at night so obviously playing on my mind.
Any suggestions as how not to make myself look completely daft on Thursday would be much appreciated!
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