Well I think Im slowly getting the hang of this site. Came on mid august(with no IT chat experience at all) with an open mind , no real expectations, and now find am drawn back again and again. Been impressed and touched by the support here.Iv blundered through some totally inspiring blogs and postings that have comforted me so much at those dark times and laughed out loud at others.I feel I'm getting to know your personalities and have tried to give a bit of myself too. Have posted on the anal cancer site but think as a rarer cancer its not a very active group, also tried a new forum thread but that vanished into the ether with the site changover with no replies. Is someone trying to tell me something ? Surely not ! In the words of ABBA 'Im nothing special' but I am here to give support and it would be so nice to have some friends on my home page. Im not a fairweather friend ,I know I have wonderful friends on this side of the laptop, my mobiles always has loads of in (and sent) mssges,.I get lots of birthday cards.......er......I have my own teeth (but not much hair!) This c monster has spun my world into a different dimension and Im trying so hard to make it less powerful. I guess this (cancer)site is ironically one place where I feel normal. Sometimes in spite of being rich in love and support I feel I've got that giant fluorescent arrow pointing me out to everyone else! It disappears here. I operate an equal opportunities friendship contract, anyone welcome, toothless,hairless whatever elseless ,any age,any creed or example of the visible colour spectrum, couldnt care less about 'preferences'!!!! I am regularly here to hold your hand or engage in laughter therapy. As always Love and blessings to all Karen xox
