Six years on the 3/3/09.Thats how long ive had my gift for,my life saver,my new kidney given to me from my brother,i have my yearly review and im hoping all is well! (im sure it will be!) Well,finally i feel my mood is far more stable and im getting more into a routine with my wee lauderette job which im loving,my friend who works there said she feels my whole demenor has changed for the better in the last week and im back to being bright and bubbly again!(On a funny note a wee old funny lady brings people gifts in there that she thinks they need,some have had vodka,biscuits,tissues ect,today i got TWO PAIRS OF EX LARGE TAN SUPPORT TIGHTS !! Thanks a bunch,i didnt open it utill she left and seriously thought it was a large bar of chocolate!! ha ha)
Ive had a letter from the social work dept and they are coming for a home visit on Thursday but im not all worried about it now,i realise that with everything i was going through the things i said were a natural reaction,im by no way proud of the things i said but it was an extreme situation and i hope she will see that,on the plus side its a girl i met years ago when i needed day care for my younger son and she knows me so i feel more comfortable with that. I have the GP tomorrow but am not seeing the one who reported me as she didnt have any appointments but thats maybe better for me, im only going to get a repeat for my anti d's which i finally think are working and a huge plus is that ive not had any panic attacks for a week....one whole week!!!!!
I have been really tired recently and havent been on here much but i have been trying to keep up with friends blogs and you are all in my thoughts often,i have noticed however since THAT situaton a few weeks ago ive been very wary of striking up new friend ships on here and have taken a backseat on the forums.
Hope your all well and looking forward to Christmas
Leigh xx
