After feeling so tired and icky, I took an amitriptyline before bed, lastnight. I actually didn't get up until 8.45 today 
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Seeing the weather was lovely and no rain forecast, we got on a big bus and had a trip out to out local city. I wasn't expecting to feel so tired again today, but after walking around for less than 10 mins, I had my first rest. Its a good job there are lots of seats dotted around everywhere. I even had to sit and have a rest in white stuff, after only just leaving a coffee shop. After a few more stops we made it to m & s food hall where we treated ourselves to something nice for dinner tonight , plus a Chinese takeaway meal for another evening.
We took a slow multi stop walk back to the bus station. We were really lucky as a bus turned up just after we got there, and even better, we had the whole top deck to ourselves with one other person
Had to rest again after getting off the bus, but we got home and it was great to have been out for a while. Its not good mentally or physically to just sit around feeling sorry for ourselves. Hubby cooked us a lovely meal while I recharged my batteries, and had a catch up on the phone with a lovely old work friend. I couldn't be bothered to get a indoor headcovering so I did an Egyptian style scarf instead see pic
I'm nolonger fearing my Filgrastim injections. We have put the elma cream on hour and a half before injection this week and so far haven't been able to feel anything at all. I still don't get any bone pain either. I will take another amitriptyline before bed tonight, and seeing hubby is off playing bowls tomorrow, I'm hoping to have a nice lie in, but won't hold my breath.
