My chemo started 2 days ago, the next session is in 3 weeks. I was anxious about it cos I didnt know what to expect but it went ok.Problem is I now spend all my time waiting on the effects to hit me and I know I cant go on like this. I know that not everyone experiences all theses effects and at the mo I feel sick in the morning but it soon disappears and I have been given medication to help me with this.
For the first time in a while I have been having a wee cry when I get up I hate feeling sorry for myself and I normally shake myself out of it.My hubby is back at work having been off for 8 weeks and it is strange not having him around during the day.I have spent today trying to build up the confidence to step over the front door and go for a walk but havent been able to do it.
Im sure these feelings will pass I guess I just need to tell them to others who may have felt the same.
FormerMember
I was a bit like you after my first cycle waiting to see what side effects would happen. I made mental notes of what happened on each day so I would be ready for them in the next cycle. I knew that certain days would be tired days and so didn't plan to go out on those days.I did the same thing for the first cycle of my new chemo and have found that the side effects have all been very mild. I actually start my 7th cycle tomorrow and then there will be only one left. I can remember thinking on day 1 of the first cycle that the chemo will go on for ever but the time has gone by very quickly. And I can't quite believe that I have got through it to this stage as I am a real wimp when it comes to needles but I have.Do try to get out even if it is only round the block. I try to make sure I get out each day I like the fresh air and the natural light and it makes me feel better.
