So I have moved on a little further had the biopsy yesterday and today am feeling a little sore, tired and generally melancholy. I dont know why, i want to put it down to the anasthetic but that would be too easy. Now the wait until 9th June to see if there is any cancer in them, once again in suspended anmiation.
I suppose the big one draws nearer, my letter came today with an admission date of 22 June. Thats it then the unwelome one gets evicted on 23rd and i really hope he goes without too much of a struggle ........... and if has left any of his mates behind in my nodes then they are getting it too!
I am trying to be upbeat, brave,positive all the things i need to be but it so hard to keep up the front for my family especially my teenage daughter who is going through her GCSEs right now.
On the up side my bestest friend in the world came over today and waited on me hand and foot bless her. We indulged in Jeremy Kyle, loose women countless cups of coffee choccie bics and lots of goss, not all about Cancer either! Suzy also cooked dinner. :) the day started on a low but finished on high and thats the rollercoaster I am likely to be on for the forseeable future.
Jules XX
