Wow I am floored by the wonderful advice I have been given on here. I can feel the love and hugs sent to me by everyone who answered my last post. You are all right I do need to fight this thing for myself and then for the memory of my wonderful husband. My new man wants me around for a long time yet we have alot of living and loving to do before either of us move on to the thereafter.
My darling husband came to me in a dream last night and he was happy in fact he took me to a party, I don't know where the party was suppose to be. I woke up feeling happier than I have for along while. I think he was telling me that he is happy! So I need to be happy too. Second treatment of chemo on tuesday I hope it is as leneient on me as the 1st lot
Lots of love to you all XXXXXXXXXXXX.
