just another wet and windy day, but wait its not just a normal day its another day i'm alive!!
Its been about 4 months now since they said the words " its back and its incurable", at first there was shock, grief and of course the ever present pain, then there was the familys reaction, i have five grown-up kids and they all reacted differently, the eldest wanted definitive answers, the second took it upon herself to be my rock, the third was very upset, the fourth couldn't speak to me and the youngest was inconsolable. I dealt with all these in my stowick fashion. On the bad days i shy away from people but mostly i like company, i'm still at the "talk to everyone about it " stage but as i intend to live forever i will need to stop boring people with it.
Thats why this website is so important to me, i know you all understand where i am coming from, so bring on those wet and windy days, get a cuppa and chat to who ever is out there and please feel free to bore me anytime,
till next time
Jo x
